I lost my best frd

I had a best friend , we met at high school, and became best friend ever since. We share almost everything. But I always put boyfriend as the priority and she always complained about it. It's nothing about she having crush on me etc. as both of us got boyfrds and we are 100% straight. Then 1.5 year ago, when I found my true love (whose going to be my husband in few months) , i spend most of time on him. she finally removed my facebook and didn't talk to me ever since. (well she did send me a MSG n told me to remove all her pics from my FB album, so I blocked her too coz it was ridiculous!) We used to be so good together. We were friends for 10+ years. Well I somehow is angry of her bcoz she always gave me attitude, one time I was late for dinner coz I was stuck in the office with my client, she yelled at me in the restaurant I got so embarrassed. So it's been 1.5 yr now and I'm getting married and she couldn't be my maid of honor. (we promise each other to be maid of honor). When I think abt her I feel sad but also I dun wanna talk to her coz she is mean. She is the only true Frd who understood me all the time, so basically I dun really have other soulmate. I did try to look for new Frds but we just don't click. Sigh. Do I need an advise on this? I dunno too...

i wont consider her as a friend.

grow up that is my advice best friends are for your teens not your married life. there is jealous and abusive behaviour when one of the twin becomes engaged or married or just veers off on their own path. its for girls 16 to 24 when you get passed that bgf are a thing of the past and can only hinder you moving onwards