I don't wish to be more compassionate!

Disgusted w my elder sis's visit, all she talks abt is her problems at work place, n she'll give me all the painful petty details to justify why she shd be angry over the slightest comment ppl made to her. vicious cycle repeats itself, got a job, excited, complained, resentment snowballed, resigned, find a new job.. it recently dawn on me tt ppl just wan to talk, selfishly 'unloading' all negative feelings to their listeners, pretending they need advices but more like treating them like a garbage centre! Disregard tt listeners had their own problems to deal with 2! I hate it!


My galfriend - K's wedding, i helped her, started 6am & finished at 4pm walking all day with a SORE HIP but I didn't get that big heart-felt thank you hug from her, it goes to another galfriend tt never fails to get her into trouble, n back-off last min as a helper on her wedding day, didn't want to attend J's wedding dinner cos she's 'busy' - she deserves NOTHING! I felt so 'undervalued and unappreciated' & oh so 'petty'. Then J called me, expecting me to be the all-time counceller as usual, pouring problems, stresses, disappointment blah..


FYI I refused to be any more helpful and compassionate - pure stupidity! I gave them the cold-shoulder cos I think I just had enough..


OK, now I have let these off my chest, you can say whatever u want, i know it's not going to be pleasant.