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Ive been separeted for 2 yrs from now.. ive been to to divorce processing in family court wanchai am in the middle of that... they told me that if i can talk to him to change his ans. on that paper... i went back to him but it turn to arguments and is not going to sign anything he said he will be the one to decide when is that time... i fill for divorce i dont need any money for him only iwant is the custody of the kids but in the paper only for the kids periodical andsecured payment but not the custody for my kids.. whats that.. only for my money how about my children its mine too? am stress at the moment i want to move on...what shall i do what is the next procedure go to private lawyer i dont mind if i can afford for there fees.. lawyers can make paper work & get everything to sign then make legal divorce?

pls. advice thanks

Go to a lawyer. In most cases women get custody - unless you are drug addict or something