To all that supported me before...

and replyed to my previous thread.


I am much calm now.


I am too hurt and sad but I am leaving the first reactions of desperate and insanity behind.


I am trying to get my self back togheter and trying not to think too much, at least, not too much at the same time.


I still haven't got any answers and no idea on what to do. :((


I am trying to rationalize and organize my mind.


I can't say I'll divorce or that I'll stay.


All I know now is that I've always though that the first thing I'd do in such a situation it would be to leave.


I am now not so sure about that and I am fighting myself every moment not to do it, not until I take control of my emotions and racional thinking.


Once again thanks for all the support.


Aylyn